This publication illustrates my journey over the past four years of artistic research

within the ArcInTex European Training Network1. This journey started with a search

for textile structures that adapt and respond to their environment, led to me studying

the interactions between seedlings and textiles and resulted in me living in a

prototype house in the Swedish forest in order to explore the spaces in between the

inside and the outside. The diary presented here, containing three short stories,

describes the magical subtle experiences that one has when conducting observational

studies, which are difficult to describe in a factual way.